I’m kind of at the Fuck You point in my life. You know what I mean?
That – “Stop being so damned sensitive and learn to laugh at yourself and at life.”
Remember the lyrics from Indigo Girls:
I’m trying to tell you something ’bout my life
Maybe give me insight between black and white
And the best thing you ever done for me
Is to help me take my life less seriously
It’s only life after all, yeah
I am dealing with some serious issues. I was being checked this morning for RA or Lupus. Lots of pain in my body, inflammatory issues – the works. It’s April Fools Day and I always make a joke about maybe being pregnant. I just happened to be at the hospital, dealing with my own issues and thought I would make a joke.
That’s what I do.
Why would I think this would be hilarious to joke ? I forget these folks around here have no idea what a loaded issue this used to be for me.
News Flash: I had to remove my body parts due to cancerous cells.
Come on, folks…. Let’s laugh a little.
Life is only as painful and as hurtful as you make it. I’m sick and tired of feeling sick and tired. You know?
With that being said, I’m just a little sick of the level of “wokeness” people are exhibiting. Look – around here it is one of two extremes: Racist, homophobic jerks, or super sensitive, overly whiney folks.
I just can’t anymore. Not. Any. More.
Life is waaaay too short for me to be worrying. I’m going to live. And live well.
With that being said:
Nutrition: About to be taken up a notch.
Exercise: About to be taken up a notch… just super carefully. I wonder if I can find a trainer that deals in achey people?
Mental Health: You best believe I am taking that up a notch!
Spirituality: Always on point. Sure, I curse a little. It’s what makes me special.
Part 3 of Chattanooga will probably be posted this afternoon. Got a BIG, huge day! Events going until well after nine pm tonight and tomorrow is the BIG festival all day.
Even though I ache, even though life has kicked my ass over and over again, even though, even though, even THOUGH – I’m stronger than I’ve ever been.
Go and tell that.